Free Falling...

I'm having a difficult time trying to come up with things to say. He leaves me speechless... I can write about the troubles we have but when things are going right, when things are going great he leaves me speechless. Doing seperate things and then planning ahead for a date... its all just wonderful. I'm just happy. I never knew how one person could fufill you so much. I guess thats what love is. They give you the balance of love and aggrivation you need. I'm can't stop myself from falling... I'm free falling... day in and day out. I'm putting in everything I've got and I'm willing to put it all on the line for him. Crazy? Maybe... or just trusting. I have hope in a bright future... in an ideal of forever with him. It just seems like its what I want and where I want to be. Who knows. People say I'm already married in my mind: I don't notice other guys the way you do when you're single or in the beginning of a relationship... I just don't have that interest, I think about what his view of my choices will be, I care to support him even if it means sacrificing my time sometimes (it's what you do). I just laugh when they tell me I'm already married in my mind... but I know its true. Its kind of nice though, its what I want. ♥